Not Always, But Sometimes. 

Its not always the moon light which brings out the deepness of thoughts. 

Its not always the rain which expresses a deep emotion. 

Not always sunset with one loved person,

Not always night drives. 

Sometimes,

Its the citylights from a height and cool breeze. 

Sunrise with the whole family.

The not so quiet car ride and curved roads.

Early morning breakfast and a hot cup of tea.
As I sip my cocktail in the morning and read the newsfeed of various sites,

Makes me wonder of 10years from now. 

No, not my past. 

Its not always the past. 

I am talking about my future.
Will I be a fat person diseased with obesity?

Or an overly nutritious person with almost a flat belly?

Will I be still writing down my thoughts?

Or I’ll be too busy to be friends with my pen and book?

Will I still be a short tempered person?

Or would I have learnt the art of keeping my thoughts shut?

Will I be someone who would wait the whole week just for a day off?

Or someone whose life will be too sorted to wait for weekend? 

Will there be someone who’d wait everyday for some quality time with me or someone who is too busy to even remember my birthday? 

Or maybe just single?

Will I be around the little half’s of me and half of the person I love?

Or alone and still doing some reckless deed in my sweats ?

Will I still be breathing or perhaps just in the prayers of people who adored me?
If it’s not always the past,

Why Future?

Why not present?
As these never ending thoughts eat up my head, 

I head towards a day, A normal day struggling with the confusion of writing 2016 or 2017.

Why wait for 01.01.20xx for a fresh start?

Doesn’t sound simple,

But pop a rocher and the very next minute can be your fresh start. 

Stop sulking. 

Smile. 

The dirt between your teeth looks as nice as the scar on the moon, I swear.



Wishes…

It’s true, You don’t always get what you want.

A student won’t always reach his/her aim of marks.

A business man won’t always reach his target.

A talented person won’t always be known to the world.

Two lovers won’t always end up together.

Two people missing each other silently, wishing if they knew.

You can’t ask for a perfect life, perfect days and get it the next day.

If you really want or need that thing, work your lil ass for it or accept the fact that you aint getting it easily and move on.

Fly higher , disregarding the number of times you have to mend your wings. (Skits)

Want to show off your talent? Go post videos, pictures, tell people about it and go where there is a scope for it.

If you love someone, get up, go to them, propose and do all the shit that’s gonna cost to just be with them. Go accept the fact that you miss your ex and tell them how much do you miss all the things and them.

You have one life to live, learn to take a risk which is on your way of your wish. What’s the worst that could happen? You’ll fail? People will criticize you? Your lover won’t accept you?

Fine.

World is anyway not a wish granting factory. (John Green)

At least try once, if still nothing is working , accept the fact that it’s not meant for you. Stop moping around cause it’s of no use. What’s better? To get up, find a way to move on from that fall, and start pursuing a new dream. That’s how my friend, you become something.

Doesn’t matter how far you flew, what matters is how many times you broke your wings and still got up trying to fly again.